Feels Bad
November 23, 2025
Something feels bad.
Numb bad…
Like… I should be happy,
but I’m frightened.
I told myself I’d eat and then I sat down to care for my cat and now I’m too numb to get back on track.
Now it’s panic
rising in my chest.
Why is every step forward
accompanied by a lateral landslide?
Nothing is meaningless, and
Every setback is an opportunity to learn.
Still,
I am starving.
When will it be my turn
to enjoy the journey