decisions

there are no more decisions to be made
said one of the voices
two days ago.

today the voices tell me
everything is up to me
and my choices.

somehow,
they are both
correct.
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when i think of all the possibilities
sprawled out in front of me,
i am mystified.

i have always been inclined to imagine,
though i have not allowed it much
in my recent days.

if i do, for a moment,
allow the imagination,
i see so many unbelievable universes.

the thing is,
i’ve believed the unbelievable before
and seen it happen.

there are universes i won’t explore
by conscious choice.

i wonder if i have miscalculated.

i have wondered this before.

hm.